Redirected Desires

                                              Starting with washing windows.

Then the labor of love.

         

The finished sunroom !  Come for a cup of tea or frosty glass of lemonade.

These summer months have been great for the mandevilla, 

but not so great for us as it get over 120 degrees !

          

          Many years in the making.  A lifetime.  You know, those dreams you possess for years and years that are so illusive.  Being the gardener that I am, I’ve always wanted a greenhouse to start seedlings in, to relax and escape in, to create in. Alas, now that life’s years have passed, I dropped that desire only to have my husband pick up the project.  I do wonder sometimes about God’s timing.  Instead of a rustic greenhouse for plants though, he built a lovely retreat where we can relax, read, or just gaze out the windows.  It is like God wanted this sunroom to be a cozy place of friendship and relationship rather than a place of labor. It is way lovelier that I ever imagined!  

          I’ve been thinking about this exchanged and redirected desire.  God redirects us through different stages of life.  After a lifetime of varied and continually changing relationships, I am focusing on rest.  Restful relationships that abide and relax.  Relationships that demand nothing except the desire to be together. I’m not sure there are human relationships like this, but one thing I do know:  God desires this kind of relationship.  From Genesis on, God has made it abundantly clear to us in every way possible that He is looking for times to walk together in the garden or abide together in the quiet of the vineyard.  Times to sit at His feet or to follow in His yoke.  It is these times that we listen to God’s voice of love, tenderness, correction, mercy, or direction.  

          There is a desire in my heart for human relationship like this as well.  This week visiting with an old friend only emphasized this.  We talked together about Jesus which strengthens the intertwining triangle of friendship.  I not only long to abide with Jesus but with others who love Him as well.  Don’t you?  What a marvelous gift from our Savior who calls us together to be His family!  With these thoughts I invite you to come to my sunroom for a refreshing visit together with Jesus.  

                                                                                                                                          K.C.

Finishing Well - My Job or His?

 

Taking over the path!

There is a sneaky acorn squash hiding below the zinnias.

Flowers, carrots, tomatoes, cucumbers criss-crossing in a jumble!

          And there you have it!  Another summer is ending!  The last hurrah!  Flowers and veggies are pouring forth their last efforts before the race ends.  Winter is approaching, nights are getting more crisp, days are getting shorter.  With these last few weeks of summer have you noticed that your garden tends to just take a big breath and poof!  Vines take over, stems go criss-cross, and flowers go gangly!  There is more green than bright color at this stage.  It is like the garden takes one last go at making a big effort to finish well.

          Lately I’ve been thinking quite a bit about “finishing well”.  It’s a phrase we are starting to often hear especially since we have retired.  It must mean we are aging.  (Read my frown between the lines.) What does this phrase really mean?  Inside of us is a drive and desire to finish well in this life.  And I know it probably comes from Matthew 25:23, “Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things.  Enter into the joy of your Lord.”  Yes, we want to do well for our Lord Jesus.  But I have been thinking about this in a different light and from a different perspective.  It seems that the focus is on me, the pressure to perform well, that I do well.  It almost seems prideful with a lack of humility.  In the last few years there have been quite a few big names of Christians who have fallen pretty hard and low.  If these have fallen who am I to think I can finish well?  What makes me any better than these sad people?  

          My soul is so needy that unless God reaches into my heart and strengthens me with His amazing powerful Spirit, I am sunk.  I cannot finish well.  So from here on out I am changing my thinking.  Philippians 1:6 says it great, “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue His work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” So my soul is singing the praises of our glorious Savior, Jesus Christ!  For it is only His work in and through me that will finish well.  When I abide with Him and lift His name high, there is no pressure, there is no unsuccessful labor, there is only worship.  And when I am worshiping Jesus I am not thinking of myself finishing well.  He is taking all of my thought.  He is my focus.  Praising Him will occupy me.  Like Jehoshaphat in II Chronicles 20, I will sing and praise the Lord and He will set ambushes against my enemy, for His lovingkindness endures forever!  It is His battle, not mine. I’m resting in Jesus’ complete work to finish me well.                             

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Attention !!!

 

Attention !!!  Sunflowers, standing at attention, some 20 feet tall, give the impression that they are guarding their fellow flowers.  I can’t help but think this is our God calling us to stand and to guard His people throughout the world.  I realize this is just a simple garden analogy blog, but the darkness through the world is painfully palpable and growing.  God’s people are suffering dark, dark days.  It is hard to write about the peace of my garden when there is such terror and evil all around.  God is calling us to prayer for His people, prayer that they will have the Spirit’s filling and strength to stand, to speak the name of Jesus, to be protected from evil, to hear God’s voice, to walk through fire with miraculous protection, to trust God’s purposes and plans, to know they do not walk alone.  Prayer is how we stand together with those enduring persecution and disasters.  By lifting these to God’s throne with all of God’s Almighty power behind us, we stand at attention.  

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Double Delight

 

Only God, the Creator, could make such a beautiful rose!  No way did this exquisite beauty “just happen”.  The Lord God spoke it into existence!  This is a very precious rose to me.  I dug it up from my mom’s flowerbed as it was her favorite rose.  I believe it is called Double Delight, probably because not only is it so very lovely, but it smells wonderful. Now Double Delight is my favorite rose also.  Each time I bend down to smell it and admire it, I think of mom doing the same thing, and I think about how fleeting and quickly life goes by.  

Two years ago this week my mother went home to heaven.  It was a difficult time caring for her as she inched her way to heaven for 6 weeks.  For both mom and I, the “inching process” was excruciating even though we knew heaven was close.  God was walking with us each day I know.  But one of the unexpected helps was others checking on us each day.  As well as my family, one of her church elders came by each evening to just check on us.  Several others kept in touch each day just to tell us we were loved.  One of the results of those weeks was a bond knit between friends who cared enough to check on us.  

Our lives are “inching” forward quickly.  Before we know it heaven will be our home.  Are you building into other’s hearts as they are experiencing life’s trials?  It isn’t about sharing words of wisdom or answers.  Most people know the answers.  God has our days numbered, and we only live a few short years on earth.  Jesus Christ has prepared forgiveness and salvation at the cross.  When we accept His gift, He promises a relationship with Him, and as a bonus He promises heaven.  Yes, we know the answers.  We just want others to care and share a small bit of our burden.  Just be there.  

So when I look at this special rose a lot of memories flood my heart.  Difficult memories, but also loving memories of those who cared enough to enter our trial with my sister, Cindy, and I.  Thank You, Jesus, for walking with us through a most difficult time in our life.  Thank you Gary, Sara, Bethany, Lacey, Aisha, Carina, Cal, Randy, Gail, Kathy, Rick, Marge, Betty, Susie, Roberta, Amy, Deb, ........   May our names be on the list of someone who needs our love today.  It is a Double Delight - Jesus and friends.

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Soaring Above the Garden

Recently each morning as I read my Bible there is an aerial show right outside my window.  It is quite spectacular and draws my attention everyday.  Around 20 or more Violet-green swallows give me a graceful, aerial, acrobatic fly-by.  It is such a fast fly-by that no camera can catch them for a picture!  They zip out of view as soon as they enter it!  Diving and floating in figure eight patterns enables them to snatch up insects.  Zipping and zinging through the sky at 28 miles per hour - my eyes can’t keep up with them!  Even to catch 2 in the picture above I count amazing.  But then watching them last spring and following their landings, we caught one building a nest in the old birdhouse attached to the kids’ playhouse.  I count this photo as a privilege from my feather friend as he posed.  What striking metallic and iridescent colors shined from the sunlight!  These birds are just lovely,  one of God’s magnificent creations.  

I have been reflecting on why I am so struck by these little creations.  Soaring above the garden with no thoughts of man’s concerns, these birds just obey the Master’s design for them.  My heart is heavy as I absorb the events happening in our country and the seemingly unending griefs.  There are no answers from my wisdom. I have no answer.  God’s answer is that mankind turns to Jesus Christ.  God’s perspective is surely way above ours, His thoughts the opposite of ours.  My soaring comes when I take God’s perspective as my own.  Isaiah 40:28 reminds us, “Have you not known?  Have you not heard?  The everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, neither faints nor is weary.  His understanding is unsearchable.”  I must continue to learn to “seek those things which are above, where Christ is, sitting at the right hand of God and set my mind on things above, not on things on the earth.”  Colossians 3:1-2.  When you and I obey this, things on earth change.  Anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy language, etc. is put off.  Instead we put . , on tender mercies, kindness, humility, meekness, long suffering, bearing with one another, forgiving one another, etc.  When God enables, by His Spirit, this exchange, we give thanks and give praise to our Heavenly Father.  Isaiah 48:17-18, “Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:  I am the Lord your God, who teaches you to profit, who leads you by the way you should go.  Oh, that you had heeded My commandments!  Then your peace would have been like a river, and your righteousness like the waves of the sea.”  Then we soar, like the Violet-green swallows, above the earth.  Simplistic?  It is God’s design for us, for all mankind.  

                                                                                                                                          K.C.

Easter Glory

I’m addicted!  Each spring as the trees display their radiant glow, it is like I have never seen them before!  I look forward to their magnificent display every year. Today is Easter and their beauty shines forth. It is as if to celebrate and rejoice that indeed, Christ has risen!  The trees are clapping their hands and showing the glory of our risen Savior, Jesus Christ!  I invite you to listen carefully to the Lord God of all the earth, and let your soul delight itself in His abundance.  His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts so far above ours that He is able to send forth His Word to accomplish whatever He pleases.  God invites us to turn to Him and He will abundantly pardon us, showering His mercy on us.  We shall go out with joy and be led with peace.  Even as the mountains and hills break forth into singing before us and all the trees of the field clap their hands, so will we be blessed by God’s everlasting covenant of His lovingkindness.  The gift of salvation is such a glorious gift given by the shed blood of Jesus on the cross, that my response is one of total awe that He would offer His gift to me.  It makes me sing and shout!  

So I’ve decided this is a great addiction, an addiction to worship, one that brings glory to our Lord!  I do believe He loves us being addicted to Him and His Word.  What a marvelous Savior we have, full of mercy and faithfulness, lovingkindness and grace.  And that is what the trees are doing today, singing and shouting praises to God our King!

                                                                                                           (Isaiah 55 thoughts)  KC

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The Messy Cafeteria

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 All winter long the chickens and ducks wandered with free reign through the yard winding their way through flowerbeds and paths.  We have really enjoyed their antics and listening to their chatter.  I sure hope our slug and spider population has diminished over the winter.  As enjoyable as it has been to watch them, by the end of winter their kitchen mess grew.  They are messy grazers!  Scratching and digging day after day left the cafeteria quite a disaster.  The raised beds and paths were covered and rearranged.  Alas, we had to put them in their pen and shut the gate.  We are still cleaning up the cafeteria!  

God invites us to His “cafeteria”.  We are to live on every Word that comes from the mouth of God.  Matthew 4:4.  Acts 2:42 tells us to devote ourselves to the teaching of the Word together.  Seeking and longing for the kingdom of God has much to do with the taking in of God’s Word, His Scriptures.  If you have ever really studied God’s Word you know that your hen scratching notes are messy.  I have lists of word meanings, arrows crisscrossing the page, colors of pencils for certain themes, cross references scribbled here and there, study books opened with slips of paper sticking out, and piles of notes laying around.  Pretty soon it is such a mess I have to take time out to straighten things up a bit.  But, Oh!  What glorious delight it brings!  There is nothing quite like it.  You ought to try it for yourself.  It reminds me of Jeremiah 15:16, “Your Words were found, and I ate them, and Your Word was to me the joy and rejoicing of my heart...”. Yes, God’s cafeteria is full of wonderful life-giving flavors and joys.  Truly, Jesus says, “I am the bread of life.  He who comes to Me shall never hunger, and he who believes in Me shall never thirst.”  John 6:35.  What a feast!  Scratchings and all!                                   

                                                                                                                                      K.C.